this one i refuse to finish...

My heart beats fast at the thought of you,

You know I love you more than life.

But recently you've placed me under your knife.

I met you and haven’t been the same since

I’m strong but when you get close I let go.

I’m sick off these songs they all remind me of you

When I said I love you, you knew it was true

You said you were done waiting but I’d wait for you

You said you loved me more but now I see it’s not true

You had two hundred reasons written down,

But that doesn’t amount to my list, it touches the ground

My hearts unraveled a tangled knot.

I hope your life’s fine cuz mines been shot.

Shot to the ground for no good reason at all,

You said you loved me but I doubt it’s true

If you were in love we wouldn’t be two.

Yeah everything I did, I did it for you no matter the sacrifice I saw it through.

For one moment in time we were one, but you made us two.

My heart aches and burns and screams for you.

But you’re the only one, who knows if you’re coming back,

So ill just sit back and finish the dreams we started together

In hopes you'll come back forever.

Please just tell me what the problem is!

If you do I’ll trek to where that problem lives.

You have to love me for me not what I have.

Your words they hurt like a knife in my back.

On my back I carry you my friends and my family too,

There all stuck in tight carving deeper like the blade in my arm

but what’s the point of this useless distraction it’s not my arm it’s my heart that’s cracking,

One step closer to others is a step further from you,

So I’m stuck in my house with a knife in my hand and a cigarette in my mouth

To shut it all out.