This Feeling

I cant explain the feeling I get

Its happy its sad and full of regret.

I stand tall to fall harder,

Live life to die,

And tell truths to lie.

Now what are you supposed to do

When everything in life contridicts.

We climb the cliff just to jump.

Throw away yesterday because in the end

Its going to happen regardless, and there is no way to win.

Does what we learn in life count in death

We learn to live and then we die

Whats the point of living life.

And when im standing with a knife to my neck

I cant explain the feeling I get

Its happy its sad and full of regret.

I stand tall to fall harder,

Live life to die,

And tell truths to lie.

And the truth is putting your life at risk

Is the only way to know why you’re here.

Its up to you to live or die

But first put time in life and try.

In this posistion you reflect upon your past

At what you did and if it will last.

Your name is only letters,

But a word and an action are so much more.

With your body gone will your legacy live on?

Did you help another life? Did you help them put down the knife.

Or did you live in greed and kill your trust.

If the ladder pray to god that someone else will come along

To save your life and take your knife.

To help you see that there is more than self pitty,

To help you help more.

Because in the end your life is only worth what you accomplished.

So when your standing with a knife to your neck

 Take time to look back and ask yourself ” Am I ready to die”.

I cant explain the feeling I get

Its happy its sad and full of regret.

I stand tall to fall harder,

Live life to die,

And tell truths to lie.