"Bleeding Memories"

I keep having visions of you when I’m dreaming

 And I wish they were true, and I keep feeling

 The pain of everything we have been through.

 I can’t stop how I feel, I can’t forget a year of my

 Life nor do I want to but my wrists are bleeding

 Memories of you, and I’m just wishing you feel

 The pain you’re putting me through.

 Because I don’t want to be the only one who made

 The mistake and the only one, who took the fall,

Tell me you love me and take it back

Take my heart and make it crack

Just use me abuse me and hope I come back

Make me feel wanted and I might make it back

 But in the end I know ill end up alone

 Because when we are together I feel it’s not meant

 But when we are apart I can’t make it without you.

 I keep running back to you because I don’t want you to hurt

 But I end up hurting you every time I do because we weren’t meant

 To be so I run and it hurts but it’s the last time I promise

Tell me you love me and take it back

Take my heart and make it crack

Just use me abuse me and hope I come back

Make me feel wanted and I might make it back

Because I love you and I can’t watch you suffer

 And we can’t go on together and apart.

And every time I think of you and how bad you felt

 There is a mark on my arm for your pain that I gave

 I can’t take it back I can only imagine each cut amounts

 To the pain you felt I won’t let you be alone

 In the darkness of pain listen to me I’m a joke I’m insane

And every memory I try to let go is another cut that bleeds for you.

 And for me I try to feel the pain I put you through.

Tell me you love me and take it back

Take my heart and make it crack

Just use me abuse me and hope I come back

Make me feel wanted and I might make it back

Don’t want to forget but it hurts to remember

 Every picture has a story every note had its time

 You were always there for me and I’m sorry you’re not mine.

 Every day I long for your warm embrace and the kind look on your face.

 I miss every freckle every tear that I’ve seen throughout this year

 And your eyes that gave assurance and looked for hope.

That night I left you was like a movie everything I told you

When I walked away you held my gaze as I walked away

Perfect memories that will last forever.

Tell me you love me and take it back

Take my heart and make it crack

Just use me abuse me and hope I come back

Make me feel wanted and I might make it back